I'm tired

I'm tired of being the one who always been there...
I'm tired of waiting the Moon come resting in my arm...
I'm tired of being so gentle...
I'm tired of waking up early...
I'm tired of talking too much...
I'm tired of letting my anger eating myself up from the inside...
I'm tired of staying quiet when someone spitting on my face...
But...
I'm tired of trying not to be me...
What ever happen, i cant run from myself...
The worst lie is to lie to yourself...
So...
When I'm sad, I stop being sad and being awesome instead...
Yeah!!!