i do admit that right now i hv crush on sum1. i dont know what the different between crush or fall in love. but this time its totally different from before. she is the first one i asked for name since i entered this new environment. my friends had actually noted that i do hv feeling on her n first thing they asked me to do is to fess up. at the first i do want to confess about it in front of her, but after a few times of cancellation, i made a decision not to. furthermore if i confess it, i will give her chance to say no and it will definitely give an impact to me. next sem will never be the same as before. i wont hv a chance to say hye to her everyday, wont hv a chance to see her beautiful smile daily and i will for sure miss a lot of things. last few days, something makes me realized that to fall in love with her actually drags me away from my league. dont know why but i think that actually nothing can stop me falling in love with her. even she probably have sum1 in her heart right now and for sure he is not me, it still wont stop me from hving a feeling on her. only Allah n myself able change it. i'm writing all of this here right now because this is me. always hide what i feels. coward.
for those who read this, please dont bother to ask me who is her, i wont tell...
3 comments:
dah tawu dah pun..x tnya aihh..ololo..thats a sweet of u..xpe2,cinta tu x bermaksud perlu dimiliki..hehe
hahaha...
ape yg sweetnye?
hiding ur feelings does not mean that ur a coward my friend..:)..its just that ur taking precaution because u want it to be the best moment or the perfect moment to tell her that u have feelings for her..or to pop out 'the three magic words'..:P best of luck..
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